you...

my heart is telling me...
that I love him...
my mind is telling me...
not to believe in him...
and my eyes are telling me...
that he can leave me...

sometimes,
I hate him and
sometimes,
i desperately love him,
sometimes i do think that he'll be with me...
but he got everything,
including looks...
i dont have that asset...

that is why i kept on telling my heart...
and mind that...
he is not mine...
no matter what i do...
where ever I am...
my mind is always...
always thinking of him...

i told this heart to be patient and brave to heal the pain...
he's the first person to come
and knock this heart of mine...
he got the keys to my heart,
why cant I believe in him
like I do to my friends...

actually am to afraid of believing in anything...
will i able to stand again if he hurt me...
gosh..only if i can tell him how much i love him...

never say never

Never say 'I Love You' 

if you really don't care

Never talk about feelings 

if they aren't really there

Never hold my hand,

if your gonna break my heart

Never say your going to, 

if you don't plan to start

Never look into my eyes, 

if all you do is lie

Never say hi, 

if you really mean goodbye

If you really mean forever,

then say you will try

Never say forever, 

cuz forever makes me cry....

sin

How soft and smooth your wondrous skin.
How wide and wonderful your marvelous grin.
Just thinking of you must be a sin.


Now that this sin has begun,
I think of you as my own special sun.
Your radiant glow warming me from inside out,
You make me so happy I want to scream and shout.


When you set I started to cry,
I felt so bad I wanted to die.
But when up rose the beautiful moon,
I knew that you would come back soon.
For the moon can never stay too long,
Because soon the sun must sing its song.


When you get up you make the world light,
With your beautiful rays shining bright.
I knew your were not here to stay,
But still I was going to have a wondrous day

what are words...

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

someting & nothing...

Something turns to nothin'...

And nothing makes u cry...

There was something in that something...

It's gone and you wonder why...

Life can't be lived on one thing...

For that one thing could be that something...

So wipe those tears of nothing...

For tomorrow there will be something

The Heart Changes with the Tides

Love lost and love found,

The heart changes with the tides.

The tide rises and strengthens,

Reaching new heights with each wave.

It roars with passion and intensity,

With powers that envelop the beach.

And with the suddenness of its arrival,

The tide returns to its gentle calm.

The beach returns to its calm and serenity,

The sun again shines upon its sandy skin.

Now smooth and freshly cleaned,

Old tracks now gone... all debris swept away.

The beach again lies virgin... bare,

Lying in waiting for the next tide.

al-fatihah...

dah tertulis bahawa setiap yang datang pasti akan pergi...
setiap yang hidup pasti akan meninggalkan kita nanti...
mereka yang telah pergi xkan kembali...
cuma kita yang masih bernafas dibumi Allah rajin2 lah sedekahkan al-fatihah wat mereka...
masa kita akan tiba juga...cuma kita xtahu bile...
oleh itu peliharalah perilaku kita dan jagalah amalan kita...

baru2 nie aku telah kehlangan seorang rakan....
rakan yang kusangkakan sihat selama ini rupa2nya menderita kesakitan...
tanggal 28 januari 2011
die telah pun meninggalkan kita semua dibumi yang fana ini...

gelak tawa arwah sentiasa dirindui oleh aku dan keluarga...
kenangan bersama pasti xkan kami lupakan...
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat....
die tetap dalam kenangan...

buat nana dan keluarga arwah....
semoga kalian tros tabah menempuhi hari2 mendatang....
Allah lebih sayangkan arwah dari kita....

al-fatihah buat arwah faiz.....