you...

my heart is telling me...
that I love him...
my mind is telling me...
not to believe in him...
and my eyes are telling me...
that he can leave me...

sometimes,
I hate him and
sometimes,
i desperately love him,
sometimes i do think that he'll be with me...
but he got everything,
including looks...
i dont have that asset...

that is why i kept on telling my heart...
and mind that...
he is not mine...
no matter what i do...
where ever I am...
my mind is always...
always thinking of him...

i told this heart to be patient and brave to heal the pain...
he's the first person to come
and knock this heart of mine...
he got the keys to my heart,
why cant I believe in him
like I do to my friends...

actually am to afraid of believing in anything...
will i able to stand again if he hurt me...
gosh..only if i can tell him how much i love him...